Emotional turmoil but much better, now.

I was listening to Jordin Spark's debut album (after having it for a few months but not bothered to listen to the lyrics), I found myself relating to her song; "Just For The Record".

Just For The Record - Jordin Sparks

I can't help myself
If I don't wanna be with nobody else
I don't wanna leave my baby's side
And I don't wanna kiss another guy
I'll pass any test
Cause nothing in this world or in the next
Could make me second guess
Could make me change my mind
Could make me not protect what I'm feeling inside

Cause I'm smart enough to know that this is a good thing
Please believe it, please believe it
And I'm smart enough to stay right where I belong
And I'm faithful enough to know that this is meant to be
And if it's not, the don't speak
Don't ruin it, let me dream

[Chorus]
Hear me, hear me
This is for my baby
There will never be another
There's so many ways I love you
And that's just for the record, babe
I need you, need you
I can't wait to see you
I so love when were together
Can't nobody do it better
And that's just for the record, babe

I can't be perfect
No one is flawless
But rest in mind
I'll be there through the good and the bad and the ugly and worse
So if it's something that you're lacking
Go and tell me first

Cause I'm smart enough to know that this is a good thing, yeah
Smart enough to stay right where I belong, oh no no no
And I'm faithful enough to know that this is meant to be
And if it's not, the don't speak
Don't ruin it, let me dream

[Chorus]

So if there's any way to cheat
Don't tell me 'cause I don't wanna know
And if there's any way to leave
Don't tell me 'cause I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go to sleep 'cause I don't wanna miss you
This is team and I love my position
Lead me anywhere, I'll go with yuo there
I'll go with you there

[Chorus] x2

Other than that, Reading Week passed by so fast I didn't even realised that it did. I was too caught up in finishing my 1000 word essay at the end of it. Note to self: Do not start writing the damn essay 2 days before dateline even if you've done all your research. Nevertheless it was a great learning experience. You'd be amazed at how books I borrowed from the library to do my research.

Classes started again. I have 2 more assignments to hand in before the Xmas hols. One is a individual 1000 word essay for Strategic Management and the other is a group 2500 report for Corporate Social Responsibility. I have to do well in StratMan though, considering that my dad is teaching that subject for an MBA course. Ah the pressure!

Don't ask why am I blogging here instead of my Livejournal. I think it's because nobody read my rants here except maybe for a few selected people who know about this blog. Well have a great day and cheers!